Friday, July 11, 2008

We WUV you, May!

I knew this day would come sooner or later... I'm not handling it as well as I thought I would! I tried to protect my heart and not get too close... But... somewhere over the course of two years and 5 months I got close to Mason and now I'm not going to have him anymore...
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My last day to keep Mason is July 31st... His mommy is going to go ahead and quit work... I knew she was quitting in September, but she's decided to go ahead and quit at the end of July... I understand completely! I would definately do the same thing... It's just very sad for me, and Jackson will be devastated... They've grown from babies into toddlers together and it's just sad! :( .. They love each other and it's going to break my heart to have to explain it to Jackson (not that he will understand)...
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I told Joy yesterday.. I said "I'm not handling this well at all" and she said "oh, well, I can still bring him over if you want me to!" and I accepted! Yes, you can bring him over as much as you want! :) We have promised to make lots 0f play dates and I've offered to come and get him some days to give her a break and she said she would bring him over as well... So we will definately see him, but it's just a change and I don't - do not - deal well with change at all! At ALL... Once I adjust, I will miss him bad, but I will be okay!



These two pictures above was the size of Mason - shortly after I started keeping him.... I had two small babies at the same time 3 days a week.... I've forgotten mostly what that was like.... Mason is a big part of our family and we love him dearly! :) He's a good boy and he will be missed by all of us! I am glad he's getting to stay home with his mommy and baby sister before he goes to Pre-school with Jackson next year!



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