Tuesday, January 29, 2013

December 20, 2012


God knows what's best for me and at this time, that is all I've got to hold on to...  I was 9 weeks along and everything was going fine or so we thought. We were having some family pictures made and I began to hurt really bad and started having contractions and David rushed me to the ER and they couldn't find a heartbeat. :-( Not really sure how I bonded with this unborn baby so soon but I did and my heart hurts soooo bad. I cannot explain the "miss". How do you miss someone that you didn't even know?  

I don't know what the future holds, but I'm trusting and holding to God's hand...  The only real peace I find is in Him.


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